December 2011
Possibly my last sober post of 2011 - hope you all get off your tits and welcome 2012 with a big smile :)
sepium:
So excited for this shitty year to be over. Can’t wait to finish it they way it started…. drunk.
Hmm look it’s been shitty in some aspects for me which you know mostly occurred at the start of the year but unfortunately have haunted me all year. I like the metaphor of turning the calendar over and leaving it all behind. Although I won’t complain it’s all been shitty,...
The next week or so:
an amazing new years eve with stef and our friends starting at midday
a chill start to 2012
from the 2nd my family and josh are going to a resort up the coast near Nelsons Bay for a week
But for now, I will watch Lord of the Rings and mentally prepare myself for the epic activities to come
positivenergy:
Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth Someone might get hurt, but it won’t be me I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free… And a little bit empty No, it isn’t so hard to get close to me There will be no arguments We will always agree And I’ll try and be kind when I ask you to leave We’ll both take it easy
You’re asleep and I don’t want to wake you. If I could talk to you I would let you know how difficult it is to fall asleep alone, how hard it is to shut off my mind without you and how you just don’t comprehend how much I love you. But I can’t text you. So you won’t know.
Having one of those days, hopefully pms induced, where I question what I am doing, who I am with, what this all means. And I’m completely pushing him away. I don’t want to but it’s for the best while I’m like this. He has 4 x 12 hour shifts until new years day so he won’t even know all this is running through my head. I’m just overly sensitive.
you-know-the-odd-one asked: I'm glad someone gets it lol. Thats the most frustrating part, you simply do not know how you will react until it happens.. it's nice to have ideals... however people need to keep them in check and realise they can't choose what others do with their body. and need to come to grips with that fact, however hard. <3
you-know-the-odd-one asked: Are you pro-choice? :)
“I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it.”
– Maya Angelou (via attitudegratitude)
I posted this 9 months ago -
and you, my god. you are just so perfect. you literally saved me without knowing it. i’m not sure i’d be typing this right now if we hadn’t have met. i was in a bad state. possibly the worst condition i’d been in during my dark and twisty phases.you just waltzed into my life and swept me off my feet. you’ve turned me into a cliche, lovesick girl. each day i fall...
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If what they say is “Nothing is forever” then what makes love the exception?
josh has found out about this blog and is so adorably intrigued but also frustrated that i won’t show it to him. i know it bugs him that i am keeping a blog (for almost 2 years now btw) but this is where i write what i need to, especially when i cannot say it to him.
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i have reverted back to my original tattoo idea of the string of birds, instead of the phoenix. i will most likely change my mind again, but bear with me.
“Life can be a bitch, It will throw things at you, each one seemingly more...”
– (via g-od)
(via believeinrecovery)
Tumblr, my goldfish scrambles died.
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“If the moon smiled, she would resemble you.
You leave the same impression
Of...”
– Sylvia Plath (via lucidbrain)
